Today is 14 days past Egg Pick Up and 2 days away from the big Blood test to see if this IVF cycle has been successful. I am nervously waiting to see if Aunty Flo arrives before the big test, the longer she stays away, the more excited I am becoming. This rollercoaster ride never seems to end, or rather never ends in positive news. Being on the IVF rollercoaster means constant disappointments and a chipping away of my hope of becoming a mother one day.
Every niggle down below is analysed, scrutinised, (checked out with the rush to the loo!), and all the possibilities thought about, "Is AF coming", "Is my uterus undergoing changes as the embryo grows and embeds itself deeper", "Is this good", "Is this bad". But nature has to take its course and there is nothing I can do to push it along or change the outcome now.
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